At The End Of The Day
I told myself I’d find balance. Demand it if I had to. I believed that there were enough hours in the day to do all the things I love despite my new go-to-work status. Turns out there are.
If I give up sleep.
So here I am, a week into my new old job, and I haven’t written a single blog post since the day I started or a spent any significant time editing my novel. Two of the five nights this week, Lil Mil was already asleep when I got home from work. I haven’t cooked a single meal, read a single page of the book I’m reading or spent a single minute working out.
I have, however, spent roughly 2500 minutes working.
Oh balance, where art thou?
I could lament the state of things. I started to, when I left work yesterday evening and looked up at the building that stole my week. But as I gazed up at the steel and glass and the bright blue behind it, I realized something.
I had a good week. Unbalanced, and certainly not perfect, but overall, pretty enjoyable. Surprisingly fulfilling.
And best of all? The weekend had arrived.








Rebecca @ Diary of a Virgin Novelist
Tuesday, 7 September, 2010 at 5:07Hi Lauren! I’ve been offline the last few weeks so I am just getting caught up on your transition now. Balance is impossible…focus on the moments. Good luck with your new routine!
Abbyfrazer@yahoo.com
Saturday, 4 September, 2010 at 21:47Lauren,
Enjoyed reading your post on balance. Wishing it were possible for all of us to have it all. Missing your daily posts, friend, and thinking of you on this new leg of your detour!
Amber
Monday, 23 August, 2010 at 21:11Wow. You certainly emerged as a champion. : )
Rudri
Monday, 23 August, 2010 at 14:25Good week at your old legal job – hey, I certainly see that as a win. Congrats on finishing your first week!
Nicole
Monday, 23 August, 2010 at 5:54I feel your pain. “Who Needs Sleep?” by Bare Naked Ladies plays through my mind on a daily basis. Some days will be wonderful. Some days will be horrible. Most days will be somewhere in between. Good luck to you!
Corinne
Saturday, 21 August, 2010 at 14:36Happy weekend, my friend
You made it through…