Like Ripping a Bandaid Off
I did it. I cut the cord.
Five hours ago, I left Lil Mil with her grandparents and boarded a plane to New York City for five babyless days. Like pulling off a bandaid, leaving my 6 month old (who I’ve never been away from for more than 5 hours since she was born) for 5 days was a scary proposition. When it came time to do it, I hesitated. I dreamed up scenarios in which I wouldn’t have to do it at all. But, in the end, I ripped that sucker right off. And it hurt.
For about 5 seconds.
And then the reality set in: I HAVE FIVE DAYS TO MYSELF. And, just like that, the pain was gone.
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Do you remember the first time you left your baby for more than a day? Was it hard or easy or a little bit of both? Am I going to see you at BlogHer on Friday?
Jessica O.
Friday, 6 August, 2010 at 12:30You rock! I think it’s really great that you are taking time for yourself, and I hope I will be a mom like you. Have a great time in New York.
Rudri
Thursday, 5 August, 2010 at 18:16Have fabulous fun at Blog Her! Found out about it too late, so I am not going to make it, but maybe next year. Enjoy every minute of your freedom.
Cindy
Wednesday, 4 August, 2010 at 5:24You’re too funny. I assume you left Eli with your mom and dad who raised you so…enjoy!
Lindsey
Tuesday, 3 August, 2010 at 20:09yes! see you there! email me so we can exchange #.
xo
Suzanne
Tuesday, 3 August, 2010 at 18:18Have fun. You deserve it! Wish I was there with you.
Corinne
Tuesday, 3 August, 2010 at 16:58I’m heading to BlogHer as well, and I haven’t left my kids for that long… ever… either! I’m nervous and excited and terrified all at once!
denise
Tuesday, 3 August, 2010 at 15:04First of all, I am SO excited that you’re going to BlogHer…me too! Let’s try to connect.
And yes…I left for Spain when my youngest was 3 months old. I himmed. I hawed. I cried. And then I went…it was fabulous.
Good for you for going–you will be so glad you did. And then, the best thing about going home is that you get to see your sweet babe.